Saturday, March 29, 2008

o76. well, here's something.

Fun fact:
You just can't win on this oekaki board.

I give up on this fight; it's a lost cause. Some people just won't change. And some people don't know when to shut up, me included.

To Iskola:
I didn't really handle it well—I don't really think things through. I'm a human with faults. But at least I know I can accept that and I can try and change myself. And I'm not going to pass the blame on to anyone else. The way I behave is my own responsibility. I have responsibility for my own words and my own accounts. If my sister made a mess of my account, I'd try and act rationally, delete all offending posts right away and apologize to the original artist. If I insulted someone using a word that should not be used as a derogatory word, I would not blame it on something I may have been watching on YouTube.

Don't bother asking for an apology because I have none for you and I don't think you're deserving of one. I am of the opinion that you need a permaban because you haven't shown yourself to be capable of change—you've been given plenty of second chances. February 6th, I thought there was still some hope that you could gain some maturity or something. I don't know about everyone else's opinions, but over a month later and those hopes I had have pretty much been decimated. You may have grown in terms of art skills—just a little bit—but everything else? You're lacking, and I wish I still had the optimism to believe you when you say that'll you'll try and work on what you're doing wrong. But I don't.

So that's it. I'm done fighting with you, and maybe even with fighting on this board because once we kick out someone else for scrapping with us, there's always someone new to replace that void. I'm sick of the drama, but it's human nature to want to rip each other to shreds, I guess.

2 comments:

Hizke said...

D :

I'm sorry Yomicchi.

While it may be just the internet and it might just be a Pokemon art site, I do believe that there are many good people there and that their good qualities outweigh the bad that does filter in.

I hope that the day you leave is the day when everyone else leaves, that way I wouldn't feel so bad for liking that stupid site so much.

'Cause it is just weird to see a page without any of your art on it! Likewise to all the great artists on the board. Don't let a bunch of goony jerks deter you! D :

Much love : D

Mikkun said...

Oh, Hizke, you're the best. <3

It may just be a Pokemon art site, but you're right—there are many good people there, and it's them that really keep me there just because they're that awesome. I really like being there too because there's awesome. But some days, the bad just feels overpowering.

<3